Gluttoning across the table with my best friend around, is all I do, when I am in company of extreme emotions, trying to laugh it away in anything less than alcohol fervor, yes, the ice cream mania solves it all... barely managed 500 ml of ice cream today, seemed heavy against triple its volume that I can normally beat my stomach upto... !
Undigressing, I know am solitaire this hour, in company of myself, after a long time, thinking aloud, explaining to myself, all the unanswered questions being nocturn !
Materialism believes "matter is the only reality", and unconditional, means unrestricted and boundless according to Oxford and Webster.
Now, what do they mean to me? Every action word has its own protocols, Am only trying to find my vertices within the large scope of languages. In short, taking the easy way out.
Is it humanly possible ot love someone unconditionally? in this materialistic world? may be yes and may be not... I too say, and feel as well, yet, the word "want" magnifies the hypocrite in me. (m listening to this song now.. ) .. Wanting from / of the other is a double edged sword, in a relationship that epitomises togetherness, intimacy and dependence ... When someone says "I love you", it means that they wish., and are sincerely trying to unlearn themselves to love you unconditionally. Successful at times and not so sometimes. Expecting this in action, in its entirety, is the first mistake people do. I know for sure that actions are stronger expressions than mere words, but shredding the material world and walking into boundless love does take time.
Music changed to Sudie's favorite, just one of everything I like about him and his likes.
Far away, yet so close to people we all are. All I want to speak is just up here. For the lack of emails & my unreachable mobile phone, here I am, actually trying to talk !
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
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2 comments:
mmm....nadathunga... :) can we all expect one more blog post about eppadi, eppo, enga etc :P
Once again it proved, Silent-a irukravangala nambave mudiyathu...hehe take on a lighter note :) Best wishes to both of you.
Sami,
Thank you for gracing the occassion and your wishes.
Naan silent apdeenna, nijammave silenta irukkaravangala enna solluveenga ? - :P
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